Why so serious?

You might been wondering what ive been doing during the holidays. Well ive been giving my life a fresh start. Threw away my entire card collection and I feel great! I have decided to stop fretting over stuff and look at the better stuff of life. School starts tomorrow and I am sure excited! (cringe).PSLE and prelims are round the corner too!(cringe). Gonna have lots of work too do!(cringe). Ha ha(cringe)

Cringe: verb. When a person gets hurt or dishearten they cringe